Saturday, January 19, 2008

Jan 18, 2008

Wow. I was pretty tired, but it was mostly physical. Went to bed at 9, so I had all kinds of time to project. I started feeling the "rippling" sensation. I drifted in and out of that for a bit.

Then at some time probably around 9:45 I realized the "ripple" had strengthened. I was definitely vibrating, and it was a strong one. I almost felt like I left, so I reached (with my astral hand, a projection of my idea that I should have a hand) for the handle of the door to pull myself out.

Unfortunately I was too awake. I noticed that if I stopped trying, I could keep the vibration at the same intensity. However, if I strained to try to put more energy into the vibration, it died down. Eventually I stopped shaking and was just lying awake on my bed again.

This has been the farthest I've come so far with the exception of the first time, which was so surprising anyway that it's very possible I didn't get as far as it felt I did.

P.S. Also, important note: I went to bed very consciously deciding not to expect any particular phenomenon. I kept an open mind about what projection might seem like.

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